Tuesday, January 8, 2008, 03:47 PM EST [
General]
HOLY CRAP! That's the perfect way to start this conversation. I'm having a bitch of a time getting some funky energy to leave me alone.
Have you ever had one of those days when someone you were cool with turns out to just make you feel a pang of anger inside? Well I have that going on right now.
There is a woman that works with me and at first she had said something to me that was so insensitive that it pissed me off.
But then even after another friend of ours spoke with her to tell her that she shouldn't ever bring up that topic again, the woman does it again. (I can't go in to the details but lets just say when your kids are involved people shouldn't mess with those kinds of conversations!). So of course I'm upset, but I do tell her to please don't talk about the conversation again, and that I just need a little time to forget what was said.
Time passes (tic tok) 5 min. later
"Why are you so touchy about it' ‘why can't we talk about it I know it's your kid but"....
So I remind her that I need time.
But I shit you not; she comes back the very next day to ask me! "What's wrong? Is this about yesterday"? "Let's talk about it, I think you need to talk about it" NO THANKS BITCH I wish I had it in me to say something that mean to a friend (well sometimes).
So now that I have distanced myself from her, she has become a darn noose around my neck. However, now she is trying to make it seem like she is completely oblivious to why I'm a little standoffish.
I'm not sure how to handle this situation. Mind you she around 55 years old and was a victim of abuse practically all her life. First her mom then a husband now she follows it like it's her friend.
The thing is she seems to get off on it when people are mad at her.
So knowing this, I'm trying to put out positive energy (by the way she's a Ti Chi Master, she's all about feeling energy) and it's not working.
I love my crystals and I use them to aid me in my issues, however I think that I need to get myself a slingshot and handle this in a more to the POINT way.
Screamingfawn