My daughter and I are going to stay in and maybe make a dress or two. She's 10, and has been trying to make her own dresses. She has a good idea of what to do. But I think that she needs to learn how to use the sewing machine to be able to further her ideas along. I'm not that great when it comes to making clothes. However, every now and again I crank out a masterpiece. So far that has been twice.
The reason for the girl's night in is because, lately I have been on a mission to loose some weight and since I've been at the gym 6 days out of the week my daughter is feeling the affects of mommy not being there. So today it's about her and me bonding. I think that it's funny how much she is missing me, and how my son is totally fine without me. I tell ya kids are funny that way. Anyway I'm going to try to make a pretty blouse for this new body I'm working on. If the blouse turns out nice and actually looks good on me, I'll post a picture. If neither happens, this is the way the blouse is supposed to look like.
I have noticed that as of late I am becoming sensitive to energy/spirits. One scary as all hell (this one is gone now) and others that just watch.. I know that I have always wanted to have this ability and now I think it's coming to fruition, I think that I'm in for it. Not in a bad way but I don't sleep as well as I used to. I feel like I'm always being watched. My husband says that I'm being scanned by aliens (he's a smart ass) I think he's just tired of being awaken in the middle of the night with me asking the dumbass question did you see that!!!
I would like to know if anyone has seen any little lights flying over there face in the middle of the night. I've seen these little tiny lights, green and yellow in color floating together (about 20 or so) and I just thought that I was seeing a new version of eye floaters. But the other night, I was sleeping when my cat started to jump on the bed, and I saw a tiny light shinning on my closed eyes. I thought that my husband was trying to be funny and mess with me with a very tiny, very accurate laser pointer. But the light was gold. Anyway my cat jumped on my face (thank Goddess I trim her nails) and I opened my eyes in time to see something float away. Now the only reason why I don't believe I'm nuts is because my cat saw it as well. So has anyone seen something like this??? Or knows what the heck is going on, like what am I seeing? Should I dare record myself while I sleep? I'm kinda freaked out about doing that because there is nothing like seeing some shit on video to confirm that you are being watched.
I found this on line and this is color of the light that shined on my face and the pattern of swarming lights that I saw the other time, only they were bright green and yellow.
If this helps my cat seemed to be playing around trying to catch the light and I didn't feel threatened, I was just surprised by what I saw.
UPDATE! Re: The Spirit that scared the crap out of me in the beginning of the month. I just received some messages from some wonderful fellow covenspace bloggers, and as soon as I get home I will be doing everything that was suggested.
One comment that was made said that it could be a Fae (Fairy). Well I thought about what this person wrote, that I may have opened a doorway or porthole for this Spirit to come through. I wracked my brain and remembered that I had created a fairy door for my sister for Christmas. Do you think that this Spirit has been trapped in my house since Christmas? If so, should I make another fairy door with an exit sign? I kind of feel stupid 1. For thinking that it may be that easy and 2. For perhaps creating the situation that I'm in. By the way if I make the door should I destroy it afterward, what do I do with it?
Are these spooky looking fairies bad energies? I'm asking just because it's the ugliest, scariest thing I've ever seen doesn't mean it's not kind... If you know let me know. (because now that I can't see it, I'm not as affraid) Then again it is the middle of the day and I'm surrounded by people so strike the last comment.
By the way, this spirit what ever it is definitely wants me to know it's there. I don't see it anymore, but I can feel it when it's around me. My cat Bellatrix seems to follow it. Last night as I was getting ready to relax and fall asleep, I felt something touching the back of my neck. I was hoping it was my son or daughter but nothing was there. So I changed positions thinking that it was the way I was lying down. But it kept touching me. I wonder what it wants. It knows that I want it gone. I did try some stuff on my own with the help of my mother she told me to take some Rue home that she
had growing in her garden and wave it in all the rooms and sweep the children, husband, myself and then hang the plant in my room over the bed. I think that it helped. It made the Spirit invisible (I'm cool with that). But I will admit that having it leave my house is the goal.
The first image is a combanation of what the first demon I saw would look like if you took the color of the first picture and shape of head of the second pic, with the mouth mouth open like the third pic but with Black eyes. So the damn thing almost looked like the pic in the middle. Now what I saw last night looked like the girl from the ring but with short hair or just blackness in front of it's face. So here's a visual Imagine this cralling up the foot of your bed!!!
OK I haven't written in this blog in quite a long time. But I must ask if there is anyone who can explain what is happening to me lately. I have had nightmares before but these are different. I wish that I could draw them as well as I can remember seeing them, I swear that anything that you have seen on television or at the movies would pale in comparison.
Well, last night while I was sleeping my husband moved in bed and it caused me to open my eyes. Well when I did this I saw a person with no face crawling up from the foot of my bed. Now this of course got me terrified and I immediately freak the F--- out! My husband woke up fast and tried to relax and he told me to open my eyes (he thought that I was having a bad dream) but I was fully awake and when I looked again it was still there. I told him that I saw something but at the time I truly was so afraid that I could hardly speak. Well I finally calmed down and wanted to see if the thing was still there and it was gone. But I could not fall back t sleep again. So the messed up part to this whole thing was that whatever was trying to get on my bed or to me was now under my bed and moving things around. I would have not believed it if my dog was not showing to be hearing the same sounds at the same time.
I have 3 yorkies one cat and three Buggies (of course the birds are in cages). 2 of the yorkies were in a crate because they have been getting into the trash at night, and the cat was locked in the room with my two kids. The only one who was worthy to sleep in our bed last night was Belle, and you could tell that Belle heard something under the bed but wasn't getting down to check, and for Belle not to freak out and check means that she was scared. Because for everything that little dog investigates and barks. But you could feel her little body shivering, and her head would perk up as we heard something pulling on the wires that are connected to the laptop and printer in my room.
OK now someone tell me what the hell to do. Because smudging for spirits helps for a while then they come back, and in a creepy freaking way.
Has anyone ever dealt with something like this? If you have please tell me what to do. Because I don't seeing being so composed as to try to communicate with these Spirits. So if that is your advice then LOL not gonna happen.
I found this on line and this is color of the light that shined on my face and the pattern of swarming lights that I saw the other time, only they were bright green and yellow.
