Today I can say has not been the best day for me. My sister decided that today would be a great time to try to punish me for helping her son; I paid for him to go back to school. Now I'm not saying that I am loaded but the Goddess provided me with the right amount of money to be able to give him a helping hand. Unfortunately my sister is a very bitter woman. She tends to be upset over things that she can not control. So she tries to make others feel bad about themselves. She's an accomplished woman, however she wants what others have, to the point that she makes herself miserable.

This would have normally had me crying and upset for days. But fortunately I have had a great awakening since I have become more in tune with myself. I didn't have the time to fully dedicate to meditation, but I did give myself the chance to breathe and try to focus on how I wanted to feel on a Friday afternoon. Who wants to be upset and angry before the weekend even starts? Well not I.

So if you are having a bad day or afternoon, please make sure you take time to breathe deep and focus on how you want to feel. Do not let energy vampires rob you of a great Friday night and a fantastic weekend.

So I got one anyway. It's funny how the addition of this cat has made everyone appreciate their skin. This cat has scratched the hell out of everyone of us. We have always been dog lovers ( we had 5 now 3 Yorkies). However, now the occupants of this house have become more aware, our reflexes -faster, and tolerance for pain immense. 

But we love our Bellatrix. We rescued  her from a animal shelter and even though we have bled and my children had cried, she is a great addition to our home. I recommend  saving a  cat if  life permits.

But  also because during meditation  she seems to watch over me, and when I'm in a room and feel energy (like that feeling that someone or something is watching you) she confirms that feeling. 

Screamingfawn

HOLY CRAP! That's the perfect way to start this conversation. I'm having a bitch of a time getting some funky energy to leave me alone.
Have you ever had one of those days when someone you were cool with turns out to just make you feel a pang of anger inside? Well I have that going on right now.

There is a woman that works with me and at first she had said something to me that was so insensitive that it pissed me off.
But then even after another friend of ours spoke with her to tell her that she shouldn't ever bring up that topic again, the woman does it again. (I can't go in to the details but lets just say when your kids are involved people shouldn't mess with those kinds of conversations!). So of course I'm upset, but I do tell her to please don't talk about the conversation again, and that I just need a little time to forget what was said.
Time passes (tic tok) 5 min. later
"Why are you so touchy about it' ‘why can't we talk about it I know it's your kid but"....

So I remind her that I need time.
But I shit you not; she comes back the very next day to ask me! "What's wrong? Is this about yesterday"? "Let's talk about it, I think you need to talk about it" NO THANKS BITCH I wish I had it in me to say something that mean to a friend (well sometimes).

So now that I have distanced myself from her, she has become a darn noose around my neck. However, now she is trying to make it seem like she is completely oblivious to why I'm a little standoffish.

I'm not sure how to handle this situation. Mind you she around 55 years old and was a victim of abuse practically all her life. First her mom then a husband now she follows it like it's her friend.
The thing is she seems to get off on it when people are mad at her.
So knowing this, I'm trying to put out positive energy (by the way she's a Ti Chi Master, she's all about feeling energy) and it's not working.

I love my crystals and I use them to aid me in my issues, however I think that I need to get myself a slingshot and handle this in a more to the POINT way.

Screamingfawn

Hello

I have been out of the broom closet for two years now.  My entire family has been very supportive with me being a witch. As a matter of fact when I told one my sisters of my belief I found out  that she too was a practicing witch. 

I have still to meet other witches. I would love to but admit that I am a bit leery. I hope to find witches, Pagans or Wiccans of like mind. I live in Detroit and to be honest I do feel like I’m the only one here. So if you are a cool person, who is interested in talking first and meeting later for coffee or tea then let’s talk.

I am married with two cool kids and a great husband. I’m 33 years young but admit to feeling like a wise 22 year old.

I am a Reiki Master, Massage Therapist, and in my day job I’m a Secretary at the University of Michigan. 

Hope to write to you soon.

Blessed Be & Goddess Bless

Screamingfawn